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I am currently feeling so bad for my AITS 3 result. 569/720. 

What is this score vanshika?

Did you promised yourself in AITS 2 604/720 ki isse better Krna hai. Pr yr kya hi number haii. Dekho kami toh hai preparation mai aur jo mujhse bura lag raha hai sayad usse koi bhi cheez nhi rok sakti. Sabse badi kami toh yahi hai physics m ki maine mr sir ke lectures nhi kiye aur na hi maine jo efforts mujhe physics mai karne cahiye wo kiye. 

Usse bhi jyada bura lag raha hai ki papa mummy ko aise marks kaise batau. Uper se ye bhi nhi keh skti ki agle test mai jo ki ek full syllabus hoga usme number jyada aayenge. Full syllabus mai toh number aur ghatte hai na. 😭😭

Mai kya karu mujhe itna bura lag raha hai. Meri physics itni kharab hai na hi biokogy mai 100% score hai. Mai iss physics ka kya karu khair ab aise rone se aur bura lagne ke trap se aage badna hi hoga aur padhna hi hoga ab jo bhi reaction hoga ghar walon ka hone do . Mujhe khud se bas honest hoke apna 200% dena hai. 

Ab na koi party na koi function sab kuch nnet ke baad mai ab kahi nhi jaungi sirfbaur sirf padhai karungi din raat. Khud se self test bhi doongi make sure karungi ki jo bhi test aa rha hai usse pehle uske jitne maximum possible questions hai mai usko krlu. Abhi ranker ke tests ke through I will make sure to revsie and complete my entire syllabus.

I am feeling terrible. And there is no point in comparing myself with 50 other or how they are scoring let them score  let anyone day anything. I eill give my 100% effort now no matter what and yes life I am ready to face whatever come my way. NEET 2025.

Bhagwan shree krishna who has bought me here nurturing me in every moment and step of my preparation and life and got ke here. And shall guide for my effort all I want and need to is to give my maximum efforts minimizing all the things which will divert me from my goals.