Chapter -1
So here it starts, well this diary will contains snapshots of my actual writings during my neet preparration journey. But the major outlook of the book is more like a reminsence of all the events that happen during this significant period of my teen years . How my life priorities changes, my outlook for things, the profits and losses and more over than all of this how I experienced that phase of my life.
So lets begin. I ask for blessing from my ista devta to bless me so that the most authentic self of mine comes out. Also inbetween I might share with you some of my current activies I am doing in my Post neet holidays. So now lets begin with the begining or some mid. Well I am gonna write each experience freestyle and let myse,lf flow out my experience wihout any cuts or filters and then maybe later on arrange for someone if they wish to read to make sense for them.
Kyuki khud ke liye toh sub sense banata h!
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Chapter -2
Well now my first and last drop year begins after I finished my NEET Exam on 5th of May 2024 with absoulte clarity of where I lacked in my concepts and practice and moved to Bareilly after a short refreshing trip to kausani and Nanital. In Bareilly I joined my Coaching Institude Physics wallah Vidhyapeeth for my preparation and now this journey at physics wallah was so wild. It was filled with alots of learing oppurtunies not just academencal information but a whole lot of possibilites to learn about myself and my depths of commitment anf focus towards something.
You know right now after I have done my Neet studies and exam a year later. Still I feel I can let go of my working and focusing spirirt. I very badly want to do something productive and keep myself ficused onto something meaningful and hence I have started writing this diary of mine so that I can reminse and rediscover myself in the process of writing this books. To find and redisciver my joy and love for literature and arts and share it with the world. The more creative stuff I am doing feels like devi is blessing me with all the right inspirations of the joy I lost of making content and also reminding the kind of dedication in repition of th =e necessary things I learned during this year.
Yes feels like life won. The life in me WON.
Yes failure lies in comaparision . For life there is no failure. I won with myself I really understood the science oragnics concepts which I misse dor avoided in my. Do I reaaly see that Agin right now I can see my loopholes where I could have done even beetr in my preparation. Where now I alson feel maybe this is how it was supposed to be If i am not blessed with a medical college this year I might end up doing a BSC in biology from barielly college along with my NEET preparationa nd its okay. I accept life as such as It has accepted me and has done alot bettre to me I leave all the trust in her/his holy feet and to realise he has already done its best to me. Just I ned to focus and study and craete contnet lets gooo
Bhagwan Ji please Bless this souls whose mind and thoughts just flows at the speed of light give her the stability of time and heart full of love . And a vision of clarity and power to cope the best and the worst.
Jai shri ram
27 June 2024
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